People Under the Stairs

DAY 14

Thursday I was back at work again. My mentor was very understanding about my sickness and so were my other coworkers. They all seem to be having horrible allergies. But Cindy gave me a nice allergy mudra to try so hopefully that will work. She also let me take home 3 cds by Gurunam so that was pretty nice. And they were the ones I really like with the mantras I always find myself saying in my head haha.

But Thursday was a really good day back at work. I was working with Maria, Jules and Maura which is always fun and relaxing. We all get along pretty well. I think we're all cancers! In the morning we cleaned, and then we had a little birthday parties for one of the h.r.a.c. girls. It was really cute. I went out to cvs and got cookies and pretzels haha.

Then later in the day Will asked me to work on this thing upstairs which he described as basic data entry. Sounded easy enough. But the way he explained it didn't really help me ha, not to make excuses. It made sense but after I was done and messed a huge portion of it up I realized the parts he was telling me for what I actually needed to do and what parts he was just telling me as background info. Anyway it was for this Harmonyum workshop theyre doing. It was confusing. I asked for help. Still messed up Twice. I was dissapointed in myself and felt like he would never ask me for my help again.

Anyway. I was glad when he asked me if we could just finish on Monday. I took a class that night with Maria, which was awesome. We listened to good music and I really felt a workout.

DAY 15

Tried to get my stuff together for college this morning. But they are rude. And by the time they called me back I was already around town and didn't have time to talk to them. Oh well.

I walked around a lot. Not anywhere great.. just around central park and times square, which gets really boring after a while. none the less I was entertained and had a good day. Slept well that night.

DAY 16

Hung out with my friend Leigh Anne today! We walked around a lot and had pizza and went to her place in Brooklyn. We watched Sweet Home Alabama haha. And sang Grease songs. Twas Good.

DAY 17

Just laid around. Ate more Pizza. Lazy Sunday

DAY 18

Cleaned at work. Did a little filing.
Felt really depressed and spacey today. I really miss my friends from home. I know theyre all out doing wonderful things and so am I, I just miss them a lot. I miss my mom too. I get really lonely and funky sometimes. It's annoying. Bc I should be enjoying this as much as I can but it's kinda hard sometimes.