Goodbye Blue Sky

Ello!


DAY 27
Monday I had off! Yay!
My mom and I went to the house and moved more stuff in and ran some errands. That was pretty tiring, but at the same time I am ready to just have all my stuff back in the same place again and just sit down and take the time to organize and decorate. It's weird to think that I'll only be here for another couple weeks though, then I'm off to New York City!

Ugh, Monday was weird. It really dawned on me that my friends and I are all doing the same thing right now yet we're all different places in our lives. I really miss seeing my friends every day, and having something to do on the weekends. Although it is definitely more than just having a good time, I miss having someone who I can really trust and who I really admire with me.

Although today I did decide that I want to go to Philadelphia University! It feels good to finally have some inkling of what I want to do after high school. It's also the option that makes the most sense; I got into their fashion program, which is very good, and I don't really see myself straying from the field too much.

DAY 28
Back to the office! I just made some more inspiration books and canvas covers for the books. And also archived photos. It sounds boring on paper, but I actually have a lot of fun doing it. I get to see beautiful images everywhere I look, so while the task might seem dull, I am hardly ever bored. Also, when I bone folded the papers for the book, it was oddly entertaining and extremely satisfying. My hand was pretty sore by the end of the day but bone folding those papers is addicting!!


DAY29

Today I did pretty much what I did yesterday. The book project is huge this week. It's so big in fact that I don't have to go to the store this week (which I'm pretty relieved about). Today was probably the first time that I got to talk to my coworkers more and learn more about them. It was interesting! My mentor is actually working her way through Buffy the Vampire Slayer series (which I love, and I did the same thing last year too!) So that was pretty funny. It's cool to hear where they grew up, and where they went to college and what their hobbies are.

Right now I am at the new house. It is much smaller than the original small I had in my mind haha. But that's okay. I still have a lot of things at my grandparent's house that I wish I had with me right now-- like lots and lots of clothes and some books. I'm just so antsy to organize this gigantic closet and bookshelf I have in my room! So much possibility haha.


I have been thinking so much about the future lately! I have a lot of important decisions to make! But I feel like I have done the best that I can, and I am in a good place right now. Maybe not so much emotionally, because I miss my friends, but literally. If I want to go to school for fashion then I am at a great and coveted company-IN HIGH SCHOOL! It's pretty mind boggling. It's also SOOOO exciting to think that Phoebe might be going to college in the city too! We have been talking about maybe getting a place together next school year! Oh it tickles me with excitement just thinking about that hahah.

I've been thinking about things in the not so distant future too, like going to New York and Graduation and the summer and my birthday! It's so crazy.

Well I am off. Ta Ta!