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DAY 6

Today was such a waste of a day in my opinion. I woke up so late today, and ended up falling back asleep two hours after. I guess I really needed to catch up on my sleep after this long and eventful weekend. But I still wish I could go do something.

Pennsylvania seems like it is a whole world away from Ohio. I used to think that Pennsylvania was so much better than Ohio when I first moved to Worthington, but now I think the exact opposite. Why is "the grass is always greener on the other side" the story of my life?! Seriously! Everything in Pennsylvania just seems so foreign now. There are about 10 or more farms from my house to couple miles down the road. I think I've seen one farm around Worthington. It takes forever to get anywhere around here, if there is even anywhere to go. There always seemed to be something to do in Worthington/Columbus, and always a way to get there. It's strange to think that there is more at my fingertips than there is in Pennsylvania. Maybe I just need to get used to it more. Everything takes time.

I am excited to start my Walkabout already. I'm excitedly nervous, but I'm thinking it will help get my mind off of things, and see this experience more in a positive light. Not that this experience has been total hell, but my mind just keeps on going and going, full of all these different thoughts, full of things to occupy my time, but things I know I shouldn't be thinking (like how I really wish I could just go back in time). Things like this aren't possible and really stop me from fully experiencing this how I should.

Something else that has been on my mind is that I would like to try to get a job, or some way to get a little bit of money while on Walkabout. This will probably be difficult since I will be so tired from my full time job, but I think a little spending money would be nice during my New York Walkabout :) :)

Oi Vei.